The Last Chance :-)

The cell phone beeped,’ Hey love! I am so happy that finally we are going to be together. I am so happy that you came into my life, that you accepted my love. Just can’t wait to hold you in my arms’. She blushed reading the text. It was a cold winter night and yet she was feeling warm, so warm inside. A feeling she always craved for.
Every night she would sit quietly in her balcony and look at the moon with a blank mind. She had spent nights doing that. But that night was different. The moon made her restless that night. Something was bothering her. Many thoughts were flashing through her mind. Amidst all the thoughts, she found herself glued to just one thought, the day she met him. In spite of knowing him since long, she met him for the first time at a friend’s wedding.
She was out of a bad relationship and needed a change so she went on with the plan of attending the wedding. Little did she know that fate had got other plans for her! She was relaxing in her hotel room when she got a call to get ready. She reached a bit late to the wedding venue. “At least not today kayaa!” her friend gave her disgusted looks. “I am so sorry. Now cheer up ‘because it’s your wedding. Don’t behave like a grumpy cat”. She forgot all her troubles, all that was bothering her.
“I want you to meet someone. He is a very good friend of mine, my best friend. You will really like his company”, her friend said. “Ishi, I am fine this way. She said.
Ishi looked into her eyes for a moment…
Ishi: Okay! Leave all these. Let’s have a smoke.
Kayaa: God! It’s your wedding. Not today!
Ishi: oh common! You and your fears..
Kayaa: What if anyone gets to know?
Ishi: I have my own ways honey! Now just stop your oh-so-cute expressions and come along. I know all your good girl ways.
Kayaa: Hah! Stop being sarcastic. I know I am cute as an angel. Stop being jealous just because aunty loves me more.
They laughed remembering all their childhood memories and sneaked out for a smoke.
“So someone’s sneaking out??”, “Hey where were you? I was searching for you. Meet my friend kayaa” she said as she pulled kayaa by hand as she was not so willing to meet him.
“Hey! Anwit!!” he put his hand out. “Kayaa!!” she said with a not-so-friendly gesture without even looking at him. She was rolling her eyes on Ishi when she caught a glance of him and was dumbstruck. “Anwit from Delhi?! Oh my god!! I am so sorry I couldn’t recognize you. Please don’t mind”. Ishi was watching all these with weird and confused expression.
Ishi: you guys know each other? I mean two of my best friends
know each other and I don’t even know?
Kayaa: We know each other since long. But we are meeting for
the first time today.
Anwit: yeah because she never had time from her work and her
Life.
Ishi: since you guys already know each other, half my job is
done.
Kayaa: (confused) your half what??
Ishi: Ignore. You will get to know soon.
She enjoyed a lot that evening; her best friend married her long time love, she met a friend. Ishi’s uninterested expressions, the groom’s cartoonist brother, some weird looking people, Anwit’s lame jokes. Everything summed up the fun she had that evening. While they were leaving for the hotel, Kayaa heard Anwit calling her…
Anwit: Hey, you staying back tomorrow?

Kayaa: No. I have office to attend by tomorrow noon. So I am
leaving tomorrow morning.
Anwit: okay. How will you reach airport so early? If you don’t
mind, can I drop you?
Kayaa: It’s okay. I will manage.
Anwit: I am dropping you tomorrow.
Kayaa: Good night.
Anwit: Good night.
Next day around six in the morning, Kayaa called him as she thought he might still be sleeping. She was shocked to hear him waiting since half an hour. They started for the airport.
Anwit: How’s life and how’s your guy?
Kayaa: We are not together anymore.
Anwit: I am sorry if by any chance I made u sad.
Kayaa: No its okay. I am fine.
They both were silent till they reached airport. As kayaa was leaving, Anwit held her hands and…
Anwit: You deserve every happiness in this world. Don’t be sad. I
am always there for you.
Kayaa: (with a sarcastic smile) me and happiness?! Thank u anyway.
Anwit: Let your guards down. Everyone is not the same.
Kayaa: I am tired. Bye! Take care.
Anwit: we will meet soon. Take care.
She reached office and continued with her usual life. A couple of days later, she got a call from Ishi…
Ishi: I need to talk to you about something really serious.
Kayaa: Is everything fine?
Ishi: Yes, everything is fine with me. It’s about you and your life.
Kayaa: okay…What is it?
Ishi: What do u think about Anwit? I mean what do u feel about
him as a person?
Kayaa: Of all this?? He is a nice person. I always get good vibes
him. I don’t know him much but I feel he is a nice soul.
Ishi: why don’t u guys get along? Give it a thought.
Kayaa: Are you mad? We are good friends and I am scared of
Relationships now. He deserves much better than what
I am.
Ishi: Let him decide that. Please talk to him when he calls you. I
really want to see you happy and I am sure Anwit can give
you the happiness you deserve.
Kayaa: I am not sure. He doesn’t know anything about my past.
What if I tell him everything and lose my friendship
even..
Ishi: let your guards down kayaa. Talk to him. Give life another
chance.
Kayaa: Anwit told me the same thing. Okay I will talk to him. Ask him to call me up after my office hours.
She disconnected the call with thoughts racing in her mind. She started for home as she was not in a condition to attend any meeting anymore. She remembered all the times Dakshit had hurt her, made her cry, and left her helpless. She was very scared of ending up there again. She reached home and was making coffee for herself when her phone rang. It was Anwit. With trembling hand, she took the call…
Anwit: Hello! How are you doing?
Kayaa: I am doing well.
(After a long pause)
Anwit: Did Ishi call you up?
Kayaa: yes.
Anwit: look! I know u have been through a lot and I know you
are Scared. I just want you to give it a thought. I will
always be with you always no matter what you decide.
I think we can get along really well.
Kayaa: Anwit, you don’t know anything about my past. U
Deserve much better than what I am.
Anwit: I know I deserve the best. And that’s why I am requesting
You to think about it once. I haven’t seen a soul so pure,
So innocent. You know when u left, I so wanted to hug you
But could not. I so want you in my life. I want to give you
All the happiness you deserve.
Kayaa: I don’t want to end up lost again.
Anwit: I won’t let that happen. I will wait for your call. Take
your time, think properly. But remember, good people
exist. Not everyone is the same.

The call dropped leaving kayaa in a lot of chaos. She kept on thinking about the ways Dakshit used to treat her. The things that Ishi told. The way she blushed when Anwit said he wanted to hug her. But again she wondered… what if she takes another chance? She fell asleep exhausted with all those thoughts.
When she woke up, the first thing was she looked for her phone and yes! There was his text reading ‘good morning sunshine’. After long she felt warm reading a morning text. She replied to it. They chatted with each other the entire day. Things went on such for few more days. It was his birthday. They were on call since evening that day. “Happy birthday…” she wished him. “ I am so happy that I started my birthday with your wish”. She never felt so happy before.
She decided to tell Anwit about everything that has been haunting her. With a deep breath, she started. Shetold him everything about her past, things she was scared to even think of. She told him everything about her disturbed childhood, how her step dad used to treat her badly, how her friends used to betray her and the way Dakshit used to treat her even after knowing everything. Anwit was listening to everything very calmly. There was a long silence…
“… That’s it?”, Anwit asked. “yes!”, she replied softly. “ I don’t have anything to do with your past and whatever happened with you was not your fault. Nothing can ever change what I feel for you”, Anwit said.
“Anwit… I love you! Please never make me regret this. I don’t want to end up in that hell again. I cannot take it anymore”.
“I love you a lot Kayaa. I will never ever leave your side. I am so happy that in spite of all your fears and all that you have been through you accepted my request”.
The cell phone beeped again shaking her out of her thoughts. It read, ‘I love you Kayaa…’ She kept on reading that text again and again. She never knew someone could love her so much. When her body felt like a cage, he unlocked them just with his words. He took her pain and eased them so effortlessly. He put all her fears and insecurities to rest so easily.
She looked at the moon again…and all she could think and feel in that cold winter night was him and his warmth…

MORAL:-‘Sometimes good things fall apart so that the things which are best for us can fall to place. No one meets accidentally or coincidentally. They are meant to cross our paths. Fate has got its own ways to put things to place…’

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The Giraffe Story

500494777f68ce87897053cb87b6c90a--sweet-kisses-my-friendBaby giraffes never go to school. But they learn a very important lesson rather early in life. A lesson that all of us would do well to remember.

The birth of a baby giraffe is quite an earth-shaking event. The baby falls from its mother’s womb, some eight feet above the ground. It shrivels up and lies still, too weak to move.

The mother giraffe lovingly lowers her neck to smooch the baby giraffe. And then something incredible happens. She lifts her long leg and kicks the baby giraffe, sending it flying up in the air and tumbling down on the ground. As the baby lies curled up, the mother kicks the baby again. And again. Until the baby giraffe, still trembling and tired, pushes its limbs and for the first time learns to stand on its feet.

Happy to see the baby standing on its own feet, the mother giraffe comes over and gives it yet another kick. The baby giraffe falls one more time, but now quickly recovers and stands up. Mama Giraffe is delighted.

She knows that her baby has learnt an important lesson: Never mind how hard you fall, always remember to pick yourself up and get back on your feet.

Why does the mother giraffe do this? She knows that lions and leopards love giraffe meat. So unless the baby giraffe quickly learns to stand and run with the pack – it will have no chance of survival. Most of us though are not quite as lucky as baby giraffes. No one teaches us to stand up every time we fall. When we fail, when we are down, we just give up. No one kicks us out of our comfort zone to remind us that to survive and succeed, we need to learn to get back on our feet.

If you study the lives of successful people though, you will see a recurring pattern. Were they always successful in all they did? No. Did success come to them quick and easy? No, no! You will find that the common streak running through their lives is their ability to stand up every time they fall . The ability of the baby giraffe!

Have you heard about a young sales executive from Kolkata who dreamt about becoming an announcer on radio? He auditioned with All India Radio for a job. The authorities felt that he didn’t have a particularly good voice and he was rejected. He refused to accept defeat and continued to chase his dream.

He tried for a role in the movies. He got rejected. They thought he was too tall. He kept trying and got a few lucky breaks. But most of his early films flopped. He did not give up. He played an angry young man in a movie that became a super hit. And the failed radio announcer went on to become the country’s biggest superstar – widely admired for his baritone voice! His name? Amitabh Bachchan.

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The road to success is never an easy one. There are several obstacles, and you are bound to fall sooner or later. You will hit a road block, you will taste failure. But success lies in being able to get up every time you fall. That’s a critical life skill. And it’s the habit of all successful people.

Learning to win in life is quite like learning to ride a bicycle. As you start to ride, you might fall and get bruised. It doesn’t matter. You need to get back up and continue to ride. Fall one more time? Get back up again. That’s all it takes. Learn to get back up every time you fall.

And just remember one more thing. Next time you find a friend or a parent kicking you, don’t get upset with them. Like the mother giraffe, they may only be trying to teach you one of life’s most important lessons. It doesn’t matter how many times you fall. What matters is your ability to pick yourself up and stand on your feet once again.

A Chance To A Friend :-)

The cell phone beeped,’ Hey love! I am so happy that finally we are going to be together. I am so happy that you came into my life, that you accepted my love. Just can’t wait to hold you in my arms’. She blushed reading the text. It was a cold winter night and yet she was feeling warm, so warm inside. A feeling she always craved for.
Every night she would sit quietly in her balcony and look at the moon with a blank mind. She had spent nights doing that. But that night was different. The moon made her restless that night. Something was bothering her. Many thoughts were flashing through her mind. Amidst all the thoughts, she found herself glued to just one thought, the day she met him. In spite of knowing him since long, she met him for the first time at a friend’s wedding.
She was out of a bad relationship and needed a change so she went on with the plan of attending the wedding. Little did she know that fate had got other plans for her! She was relaxing in her hotel room when she got a call to get ready. She reached a bit late to the wedding venue. “At least not today kayaa!” her friend gave her disgusted looks. “I am so sorry. Now cheer up ‘because it’s your wedding. Don’t behave like a grumpy cat”. She forgot all her troubles, all that was bothering her.
“I want you to meet someone. He is a very good friend of mine, my best friend. You will really like his company”, her friend said. “Ishi, I am fine this way. She said.
Ishi looked into her eyes for a moment…
Ishi: Okay! Leave all these. Let’s have a smoke.
Kayaa: God! It’s your wedding. Not today!
Ishi: oh common! You and your fears..
Kayaa: What if anyone gets to know?
Ishi: I have my own ways honey! Now just stop your oh-so-cute expressions and come along. I know all your good girl ways.
Kayaa: Hah! Stop being sarcastic. I know I am cute as an angel. Stop being jealous just because aunty loves me more.
They laughed remembering all their childhood memories and sneaked out for a smoke.
“So someone’s sneaking out??”, “Hey where were you? I was searching for you. Meet my friend kayaa” she said as she pulled kayaa by hand as she was not so willing to meet him.
“Hey! Anwit!!” he put his hand out. “Kayaa!!” she said with a not-so-friendly gesture without even looking at him. She was rolling her eyes on Ishi when she caught a glance of him and was dumbstruck. “Anwit from Delhi?! Oh my god!! I am so sorry I couldn’t recognize you. Please don’t mind”. Ishi was watching all these with weird and confused expression.
Ishi: you guys know each other? I mean two of my best friends
know each other and I don’t even know?
Kayaa: We know each other since long. But we are meeting for
the first time today.
Anwit: yeah because she never had time from her work and her
Life.
Ishi: since you guys already know each other, half my job is
done.
Kayaa: (confused) your half what??
Ishi: Ignore. You will get to know soon.
She enjoyed a lot that evening; her best friend married her long time love, she met a friend. Ishi’s uninterested expressions, the groom’s cartoonist brother, some weird looking people, Anwit’s lame jokes. Everything summed up the fun she had that evening. While they were leaving for the hotel, Kayaa heard Anwit calling her…
Anwit: Hey, you staying back tomorrow?

Kayaa: No. I have office to attend by tomorrow noon. So I am
leaving tomorrow morning.
Anwit: okay. How will you reach airport so early? If you don’t
mind, can I drop you?
Kayaa: It’s okay. I will manage.
Anwit: I am dropping you tomorrow.
Kayaa: Good night.
Anwit: Good night.
Next day around six in the morning, Kayaa called him as she thought he might still be sleeping. She was shocked to hear him waiting since half an hour. They started for the airport.
Anwit: How’s life and how’s your guy?
Kayaa: We are not together anymore.
Anwit: I am sorry if by any chance I made u sad.
Kayaa: No its okay. I am fine.
They both were silent till they reached airport. As kayaa was leaving, Anwit held her hands and…
Anwit: You deserve every happiness in this world. Don’t be sad. I
am always there for you.
Kayaa: (with a sarcastic smile) me and happiness?! Thank u anyway.
Anwit: Let your guards down. Everyone is not the same.
Kayaa: I am tired. Bye! Take care.
Anwit: we will meet soon. Take care.
She reached office and continued with her usual life. A couple of days later, she got a call from Ishi…
Ishi: I need to talk to you about something really serious.
Kayaa: Is everything fine?
Ishi: Yes, everything is fine with me. It’s about you and your life.
Kayaa: okay…What is it?
Ishi: What do u think about Anwit? I mean what do u feel about
him as a person?
Kayaa: Of all this?? He is a nice person. I always get good vibes
him. I don’t know him much but I feel he is a nice soul.
Ishi: why don’t u guys get along? Give it a thought.
Kayaa: Are you mad? We are good friends and I am scared of
Relationships now. He deserves much better than what
I am.
Ishi: Let him decide that. Please talk to him when he calls you. I
really want to see you happy and I am sure Anwit can give
you the happiness you deserve.
Kayaa: I am not sure. He doesn’t know anything about my past.
What if I tell him everything and lose my friendship
even..
Ishi: let your guards down kayaa. Talk to him. Give life another
chance.
Kayaa: Anwit told me the same thing. Okay I will talk to him. Ask him to call me up after my office hours.
She disconnected the call with thoughts racing in her mind. She started for home as she was not in a condition to attend any meeting anymore. She remembered all the times Dakshit had hurt her, made her cry, and left her helpless. She was very scared of ending up there again. She reached home and was making coffee for herself when her phone rang. It was Anwit. With trembling hand, she took the call…
Anwit: Hello! How are you doing?
Kayaa: I am doing well.
(After a long pause)
Anwit: Did Ishi call you up?
Kayaa: yes.
Anwit: look! I know u have been through a lot and I know you
are Scared. I just want you to give it a thought. I will
always be with you always no matter what you decide.
I think we can get along really well.
Kayaa: Anwit, you don’t know anything about my past. U
Deserve much better than what I am.
Anwit: I know I deserve the best. And that’s why I am requesting
You to think about it once. I haven’t seen a soul so pure,
So innocent. You know when u left, I so wanted to hug you
But could not. I so want you in my life. I want to give you
All the happiness you deserve.
Kayaa: I don’t want to end up lost again.
Anwit: I won’t let that happen. I will wait for your call. Take
your time, think properly. But remember, good people
exist. Not everyone is the same.

The call dropped leaving kayaa in a lot of chaos. She kept on thinking about the ways Dakshit used to treat her. The things that Ishi told. The way she blushed when Anwit said he wanted to hug her. But again she wondered… what if she takes another chance? She fell asleep exhausted with all those thoughts.
When she woke up, the first thing was she looked for her phone and yes! There was his text reading ‘good morning sunshine’. After long she felt warm reading a morning text. She replied to it. They chatted with each other the entire day. Things went on such for few more days. It was his birthday. They were on call since evening that day. “Happy birthday…” she wished him. “ I am so happy that I started my birthday with your wish”. She never felt so happy before.
She decided to tell Anwit about everything that has been haunting her. With a deep breath, she started. Shetold him everything about her past, things she was scared to even think of. She told him everything about her disturbed childhood, how her step dad used to treat her badly, how her friends used to betray her and the way Dakshit used to treat her even after knowing everything. Anwit was listening to everything very calmly. There was a long silence…
“… That’s it?”, Anwit asked. “yes!”, she replied softly. “ I don’t have anything to do with your past and whatever happened with you was not your fault. Nothing can ever change what I feel for you”, Anwit said.
“Anwit… I love you! Please never make me regret this. I don’t want to end up in that hell again. I cannot take it anymore”.
“I love you a lot Kayaa. I will never ever leave your side. I am so happy that in spite of all your fears and all that you have been through you accepted my request”.
The cell phone beeped again shaking her out of her thoughts. It read, ‘I love you Kayaa…’ She kept on reading that text again and again. She never knew someone could love her so much. When her body felt like a cage, he unlocked them just with his words. He took her pain and eased them so effortlessly. He put all her fears and insecurities to rest so easily.
She looked at the moon again…and all she could think and feel in that cold winter night was him and his warmth…

Moral:-‘Sometimes good things fall apart so that the things which are best for us can fall to place. No one meets accidentally or coincidentally. They are meant to cross our paths. Fate has got its own ways to put things to place…’

U are my last choice..

Lima & Jack

Lima- Specialization?

Jack- Finance

Lima- section?

Jack- Finance A

waoooo me Finance B 🙂

This is a short conversation between two matured people.

Really are they  matured !

Jack may not but why ?

Because he fell in love with Lima :-O

really ?

May be. Lets c what Jack would do ?

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Hello ma’am, Jack this side. May I come in ?

Ma’am i want to change my section. but why jack ?? :-O

I don’t know ma’am may be I am finding section B more attractive than mine.

Ok jack as you are our obedient I am permitting you for section change.

January 15

Jack:- hie Lima, what’s your plan for today?

Lima:- nothing,  thinking to go outside.

Jack:- Can we go together?

Lima:- sure, be ready with in 2 hours.

Jack :- but I will make the plan.

Lime :- done.

Jack:- thank you, 🙂 see you soon.

At 5 pm

Jack:– Can we go for movie ?

Lima:- sure

jack :- then “me before you”.

Lima:- what ? :-O

Jack:- movie dear.

Lima:- okie cool. 🙂

At 9.30 pm

Jack :-lets go for dinner., sure

Lima:- waooo, this place is beautiful

Jack:- wait more surprise is waiting for you.

Lima:- really 🙂

Jack :- wait and watch

light deemed . Slow music started. with the tune of  “Ramones” and the song was “I wanna be your boy friend”. violin played and jack asked Lima to sit on the reserved seat. After some time a cake came written on it “LIMA” and Jack asked her to cut the cake. when she cut the cake a beautiful ring came out from that. At a glance another ring was offered by jack on his knee.

Jack:- will you be my girlfriend? Can convert this friendship to relationship ?

These two questions surprised Lima and what Lima replied him that really surprised Jack.

Lima:- “I never expected this from you. i thought you are my good friend. Even my best friend. But We can’t come in relationship. I am really enjoying my single life and you should enjoy. But we can’t handle this relationship. Sorry Jack I respect your feeling but I can’t be your girlfriend”

Then Lima left that place. which made Jack speechless. jack tried to contact her. tried to talk with her but no reply from her side. which put Jack in dale-ma . Many questions came to his mind “Did I do something wrong? did i do a mistake by proposing her ?  Am i bad ? Am i ugly ? Can’t be I a good life partner?”

Early morning when Jack was crossing the road. He saw Lima  and he was much happy that he couldn’t able to know vehicle was coming and unconsciously he came under a vehicle.

Lima saw him during accident and when she came near him and try to take him hospital she listened some words which were uttered by Jack ” You are my last choice”  which really shocked Lima and she told “I love you Jack don’t leave me”. But may be it was too late and jack was no more.

When Lima went for class. Jack’s roommate handover-ed her a diary because Jack asked him if something would happen to me then definitely u have to give this to Lima.

Lima saw some line from that diary which made her cry.

” Try to understand love of someone who really cares for you. Don’t use your past experience to measure present one. If someone is giving you importance then try to be his/her. because life is beautiful and someone is there for you to make it more beautiful. And I agree single life is beautiful but sometime commitment gives someone a beautiful experience and sometime this relationship doesn’t mean putting pressure on someone. It means feel the feeling of love and attraction because love is beautiful and we also love everyone in this world but loving everyone is good but loving a special one is the best feeling of the world”

Dear Lima,

If you would have question why this boy changed his class and why he is talking with me so much then i have a answer for you i.e. “you are my last choice “

“dedicated to special one- if i will love her then i will loose her if not then also”

U & I

23 September 2011. 

Hello,

May I have a seat near you?

I was astonished who is this silly girl whose voice I never heard? As i was having my nap as usual in bus. when I looked at her and I was like;-) (can’t tell). My answer was yeah, u can .

27th September 2011

Ragging Day (generally Introduction round during b tech )

I called everyone for introduction. But when it was her turn, i couldn’t able to call her. I don’t what happened to me at that time. More or less I took her introduction ;-). i didn’t know what happened to me but yes it was conformed that i am in love with that girl in my 2nd meeting with her.

Main Issue came near me during introduction round when I came to know she is committed since 2008.

But yes I follow 2 rule in my life

  1. Every goal-post has a goal-keeper but yes possibility of goal is there.
  2. I love to achieve that thing what I love.

During those days i had my 3rd semi-star examination. so I usually met her after my exam when she was entering for her 1st semi-star exam. I wait for more than one hour to tell her only “all the best” .

3rd February 2012

I asked her number.  But i never knew that my this question would bring many question in my life 😀

  1. Why you need my number?
  2. How can I trust you?
  3. What will happen to me when my Bf will come to know that i gave my number?

i was thinking did i ask a wrong question?

But only one i gave her “suno mein thme mobile number manga hoon tmse sadi krne ko nehi bola hn so agr dogi to do nehi to mana kro itne nakhare na dikhao mko”

ladkiyon ko aj tk bhagwan bhi samjh nehi paye hm kya samjhe.

Mra eha ek line mre jindegi mein kranti le ayega mko pta nehi tha :-D. She agreed to give me her number and as usual talk started by phone. 

5th May 2012

Will you be my best-friend?

Answer came yeah, I can. But don’t expect more from me. I told yeah ok.

sach bole to i never expected more from her But yes after becoming best friend we started late night talk. As I applied a trick late night talk always works.

Even I confess here that she lied her boyfriend becoz of me. She usually change the sim to talk with me. it goes on n we were happy with it.

17th july 2012

I got a call around 4.30pm. Biswajit, everything over. I was astonished as I was sleeping I didn’t start anything what is over? 😀

She gave me a good news actually bad news for her. 😛 , “He left me”. I answered her only one word “really“. She disconnected phone after this word. As usual I love to utilize the chance  ;-). I called her back and asked her to meet me in the evening although i had a paper i.e. BMP(basic manufacturing process) “socha ki yar agar back laga to next sem de dunga agar kudi nikal gyi to jindegi bhar nehi milegi

8th October 2012

I love this date the most. 1st it is her birthday .

2nd

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and answer was……………..

30th October 2012

ovio its my birthday. well this date was also special for me. 1st time i taste the touch of love.

it goes on, goes on. Many huddles came and went but we were together.

After that i was busy with my  placement schedule as well other activities so  i couldn’t able to give her time. she adjusted lot

31st October 2013

My phone vibrated at 9.30 am. I got a message i.e.

Meko lagta hai ki hm dono, dono ke lie nehi bane hai kuin ki meko apne pyar ke sath rhna pasand but tumko thmre social activity aur  dosto ke sath rehena pasand. Jab mein thmre bagal mein beth ke kahi jati hn lagta tk nehi ki tm mre bagal mein bethe ho kuin ki jo biswajit ko mein last February mein dekhi thi woh biswajit aur nehi raha. he is totally changed. Meko eha tak lagta hai ki pata nehi biswajit ke life mein mre lie kuch bacha hi nehi bahut wait ki thmre lie but aur nehi kr skti kuin ki har ek chiz ke ek limit hti hai jis in woh khtm ho jao us din either woh wohi pe khtm ho jati hai nhi to dusro ko parisan krke rakhta hai. So i think its time to over our relationship. Love you always miss you lot. you always take care and control your anger always kuin ki woh mein thi jo sehe jati thi but aur koi ladki sahegi ya nehi uska koi guarantee nehi hai. Again take care and love you. “

The last message i got from her. After that neither she picked my call nor met me.  But yes she is the only person whom i love the most after my family. Even almost after 3 years i always check her fb by other’s fb (as I am blocked).

And i realized that “falling in love is not a big deal but keeping it is the biggest deal of life“. Yes anyone can’t be like her because till today i didn’t find a girl like her who would able to understand me as well love me unconditionally.

So you are the best ekta….. As people tell that a person can;t forget his 1st love and yes it is true in my situation.

God bless you and keep you always happy . when ever you will need me i will be their with                                                                        you

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Please Let Me Live

2013 December 13 me and my friend visited a government  hospital in Cuttack. The doctor prescribed him for ultrasound. When we reached near ultrasound room a couple was fighting.

When we saw them they seemed to be educate. So we were interested to talk with them and we had a talk with them. The husband was so angry on his wife and he was shouting on her with a word i.e. “mko nehi chaiye” . When we had a talk with technician he told the lady was pregnant since last 4 months and his husband asked her for ultrasound and we came to know that she had a baby girl in her womb. we were astonished when we came to know that the person is  a well educated person. and he was asking her for abortion.

let’s go to Indian mythology what we saw?

We Indian believe in goddesses. We saw in our mythology that when ever any evil power tried to destroy this world some time Kali maa came and sometime Durga maa.

When we need wealth we pray Laxmi Maa. When we need education we pray saraswati maa. it means we Indian are nowhere with out the word MAA.gc1

A girl is a powerful creation of God, if she can make the world; can destroy.

If we need MAA everywhere then why this step by us??

When we went to rural areas we see a concept.

  • We want beta as our Waris.
  • Beti ki piche itne paisa khrcha na kar.
  • Beti peda hoti hai dusre ke ghar ke lie.
  • if a girl fall in love with a person and something wrong happened that everyone blames her. i.e. “thare chori nak katwake agyi

We Indian has to answer about this  issue because if we pray goddess  as maa and now we are trying to kill girl child before birth ?

Why we are not understanding that lady is the only responsible person to give birth to ne baby either a boy or girl.

Why our society is not interested for gender equality. ?

Why? when we male see a girl in small dress then we start commenting them and why we call them bitch? 

Well I know I am deviating form my topic but yes before coming to my topic i should write these points because now we are calling India “the capital of rape”. May be this is a reason that parents are not interested for a girl child because they are thinking that may be their daughter is not safe if she will come to this world. 

Study

In his Radio Address Mann ki Baat, the Prime Minister spoke about the declining Child Sex Ratio (CSR) in the country and why we should be concerned about it. The CSR has been on the decline since 1991 and currently is the worst since independence.  From 945 girls for every 1000 boys in 1991, it went down to 927 in 2001 and to 918 in 2011.

Now we can imagine how the ratio is decreasing. If it will continue after 100 years the ratio will become 500:1000. It means there will be a girl for two boys.

STATE WISE RATIO

The research says Kerala is having highest girl child ratio(1084:1000) followed by puduchery (1034:1000) then Tamilnadu, AP, Chatisgarh. Where Delhi has least girl child ratio followed by Haryana, J&K,sikim, Punjab

STEP TAKEN BY GOVERNMENT

Narendra Modi Government took a great initiative for this issue. They started beti bachao bahiyan. During this government identified 100 cities which are having lowest child ratio and they are following some strategies

  • implement a sustained Social Mobilization and Communication Campaign to create equal value for the girl child .
  • Place the issue of decline in CSR/SRB in public discourse, improvement of which would be an indicator for good governance.
  • Focus on Gender Critical Districts and Cities low on CSR for intensive & integrated action.
  • Mobilize & Train Panchayati Raj Institutions/Urban local bodies/ Grass-root workers as catalysts for social change, in partnership with local community/women’s/youth groups.
  • Ensure service delivery structures/schemes & programmes are sufficiently responsive to issues of gender and children’s rights.
  • Enable Inter-sectoral and inter-institutional convergence at District/Block/Grass-root levels

 

WHAT WE CAN DO?

  • We can have a campaign for this as we youth are the biggest supporter for the government.
  • We can aware people and illiterate villagers regarding this how it will effect our future when they will not a girl for their boy i.e. “tere chore ko chori na mile
  • We can take initiative can prepare a list of doctor  as well as hospitals who are supporting KANYA BHRUN HATYA.After that we can handover that to government for necessary action with proper evidance.
  • We can take help of police and ngo’s as well.( we know police never help us but in this matter police is the only person who is helping us)

Last but not least “Agar kalko ladki nehi rahegi to ladke kya eha…………….. banenge”

So take initiative and stop it as recently we are seeing some cases that people are killing girls after birth as government is taking serious action against before birth kill.

And if anyone is really interested to work on it they are free to contact me as we are planning to work on this issue seriously and hope our this step will help our government to overcome from this issue as well as us.girl-child

 

 

             “Girls are someone’s mother, wife and sister then why you don’t need daughters.

 

 

I can’t loose

I was travelling from Cuttack to Bhubaneswar (Orissa) . During my travel I saw a tree in between the river standing alone during flood.

I was with my friend Sid. I asked him for the pic. After taking the photo one thing came into our mind how is it possible? We were little confused because the whole city is suffering from flood  but how a single tree survived?? :O .

If we will see it scientifically then we will conclude it with one sentence i.e. root of this tree is so deep that even flood couldn’t able to harm it. But wait, well why we always  think from science aspect ??? Does science  always true and does it able to give it right and appropriate answer. But in my mind answer is no. If science is always true then tell me why there is no way to stop death.

Another aspect is attachment of our emotions. What  we learnt from this  and how we are receiving it?

 Learning:- As coin has two sides it is also having two aspects.

First is learn everything from base and make yourself the best in the field. after that you would be able to learn everything as well as you will get the clear concept. As we know “Life is a race and we have to win in it“.

Second is “never loose your hope“. When someone is leaving us we  start crying for them as well as start drinking. After that everyone calls us drunkard. Then everyone leaves us. But what are we learning from this tree???. Due to flood all other trees were no more and he is alone. But yet he is not  loosing his hope. And till the day he is fighting with the flood and finally he is surviving.

When ever I am visiting that place i am seeing that now that tree is not alone . He made new friends. New trees are grown up.

Moral

Don’t loose hope eiher you are alone or you are struggling. because oneday you will survive  alone other will vanish. But the day you will survive you will spread hope of rays for others. Kuin ki kahabat hai”har din suraj ata hai chala jta hai but jis din suraj ko grahan lagta hai us din log uske mahatwa ko samjhte hai” 

Don’t take grahan in a negetive way as i am thinking eclipse is the best example to explain it.